A touch of the Blues.....Baby Blues that is....

     Gah!!!! I'm having one of them days again...ya know, the kind where no matter where you go all you see is babies, baby stuff, and pregnant women (or girls...). Anyone who desperately wants children and can't seem to have them will know this feeling that I'm talking about. IT SUCKS!!!!! You're heart drops, your throat clenches and you feel the need to duck into the nearest bar and grab a nice "bevvy" to help calm those feelings. I've had to fight these feelings for about 6.5 years now, which seems like forever and NEVER seems to get easier. I was hoping that as I got older, the feelings would start to diminish, but truthfully, they've only gotten worse, but I'm trying so very hard to direct my focus elsewhere.. like with my crafts and making our girlie and the hubs super happy!!!      I do get a sense of calm knowing that there are MANY other women out there who also have to suffer with these "shitty" (sorry for the lingo) feelings, and that I'm not the only one out there that has some really down days. I used to always ask "Why me??!!!", but you know what?? Why not me!! Why should someone else have to go through this????? I don't wish this upon any other women...it's not nice and it's something that you have to live with for the rest of your life, not just a few days!! Anyhow....I'm rambling....all I know is that I WILL survive yet another day of the "baby blues"...and I truly hope that all those mommies out there realize every-single-day just how blessed they are, even on those really bad days where you want to tear your hair out!! I'd give anything for one of those days........