I am feeling soooooooo in need of a break from my life!!!! And in no way do I not love my family, but the monotany of everyday is starting to get to me and it's pretty much affecting every part of my life!!!
My job stresses the crap outta me.....my actual job is easy (sometimes), but the never knowing where I'll be working or what shift is causing me to feel anxious, stressed, and V-E-R-Y M-O-O-D-Y !!!! The Hubs is definetly taking the brunt of all of this and it's just not fair to him.
As I've said before, my good friend is preggers and I'm so, so happy for her, but I really don't know how much more happy, cheery baby talk I can take. It makes me feel like a really awful friend that I even feel that way, but come on......she's got to realize that it's killing me slowly and making my mood even worse!!!! I really need to find the positive me again. I miss that person!!!
As also mentioned before, I really feel like my body has a mind of it's own right now and I'm HATING IT!!!!! I really need to get my ass is gear and make the effort everyday to workout....I think that this will really help improve my overall mood about everything really.
I'm so glad I have this little blog of mine to complain.....what would I do without it?!?!?
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So sorry that you're down right now. I'm sure it's tough with Mother's Day on the horizon. This will be my firt Mother's Day without my Mom, so it's a little sad for me as well.
Here's wishing you get out of this funk and find your happy again!
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